Ok, so as most of you know I’m fat. Not just thick or chubby, I mean really fat. I’ve been fat for longer than I can remember. Going from a fat kid to a fat adult has come with a whole lot of baggage for me. I have every kind of insecurity there is. I also suffer from feeling worthless, ugly, unlovable, irrelevant, hopeless, and just about any other negative self emotion you can think of. I won’t blame all of these feelings on my weight, but I do believe that they are closely related.

I’ve been fat for so long, that I began to think this is all I’ll ever be. But it’s not. My weight IS in my control. I can choose to live the rest of my life wanting to hide so no one sees me or I can get off my fat ass and do something about it! And that’s what I intend to do. 

I’m going to use this blog to document my journey to not only get my body healthy, but my mind as well. I know it’s going to be hard. I’ve tried every diet in the book and nothing worked, so believe me I know it’s going to be hard. That’s where you come in. I’ve tried this many many many MANY times and failed, so I need your help and support. Do you see that pretty little link to the right that says “Submit your advice”? Use it. Use it to offer encouragement, tips, tricks, advice. And if you see me slipping and talking/tweeting/posting about things that I shouldn’t or posting anything negative about myself, use it to kick my ass! I need it. Thank you in advance for helping me and taking this journey with me.

xoxo, hugs n kisses, and all that jazz,

Kimmie